13 Birthday

Oh my god. I am 13 years old. I feel really old. it feels like nothing will ever be the same. mom told me that its just a number. i believe her but i cant help thinking how mature i have to be now. it seems like i cant play with my dolls and play on neopets and sing in the shower. i just hope that people dont think im immature. 8th grade is going to be absolute hell. miss buish resigned and mre smith is taking the year off and we get mr overton who i think is a fag and mr young. chelsea really doesnt like him. i am just going to suck up to him and be very sciency. i just want to stay off the list and be organized this year. i really want to sing. i love to sing and i feel so alive when im singing. i want to make such an impact on people. and be some one that they wont forget. i want to leave my mark on this world and be someone. i really dont want to be fat. i want to start eating healthier, or ill just eat incredibly small portions of things.